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Thanks to Lita giving him the wrong turn, they arrived at the restaurant a little late for the reservation Brian
made. And when the hostess quoted a fifteen-minute wait, Lita knew her night was spiraling fast. Instead of
painting out that he should have used his car's GPS instead of her phone or mentioning that he shouldn't make a
reservation for the exact the was showing up to pick her up, Lita looked at his jaw clicking in irritation and
slipped into familiar shoes.
“You look so handsome,” she cooed, grabbing his hands and stroking them gently. She stared at his profile as if it
was fascinating, as if she were as in love with him as she had been two years earlier. “How'd | get so lucky,
hmm?”
“And you're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen,” he whispered, the spot where her neck and jaw met. He
stiffened again for a second and then pulled away. She suppressed a shiver at him constantly calling her girl,
even as she was of age. Hadn't her age been a huge point early on? So why did he refuse to call her a woman
now?
Pushing past any of her feelings, Brian asked, “How's therapy been going?”
Lita started running through the options in her mind. Was he really asking, or was he just being polite?
Sometimes, if he was just being polite, a genuine answer would make him angry. And the reverse would damn
her too. She studied his earnest eyes.
“She's pleased with my progress and thinks the gym is great for me,” Lita admitted carefully, instinctually
rubbing her arms. She stepped back, flashing him a reassuring smile.
“Yea, | mean, you spend more tat the gym than at hsometimes,” he clicked his jaw slightly, a mild sign
of his temper, before he wicked it into blank mask. “Sometimes | try to wait for you at your apartment, but you
must not cback until late...” His throat cleared sharply. “Really late.”
Lita shifted her weight to another foot. That wasn’t true. She worked out on school nights, so she was never
hlater than ten o'clock. She understood this was an interrogation, though, and he was fishing for
information. “Yea, they're very accommodating with my school schedule. | usually go in the evenings. But |
always manage to get hat a reasonable hour.” How long could she get away with keeping her schedule
details to herself? Brian nodded absently, “Oh that’s nice, maybe |
I'll get a membership. Where is it?”
He pulled her hand into his own, gripping it a little tighter than necessary, but not tight enough to hurt. Lita
gulped; under no circumstances could she tell him the truth.
“Uh, it’s on the other side of town. Really tough to get into, so my mom had to pull a few strings. | don’t think
they're accepting any more members at the moment.” Lits forced the fakest smile she could manage, pretending
to be clueless. Every part of her prayed he wouldn't ask her parents about it.
“Oh really? That's weird. Your mom didn’t mention helping you get in when | talked to her,” he looked down into
her eyes as if searching for the lie. Shit. Lita didn’t break her composure, blinking innocently as if nothing was
wrong.
“That's weird. Maybe | misunderstood. Perhaps it was my dad.” If Brian and her mother talked, they would know
she lied. She hoped that by putting it on her father, she'd buy herself the benefit of the doubt. Cold sweat
beaded across her shoulders when Brian smiled, the grin just slightly off, “Yea, probably
After dinner and the movie, Brian was still in a great mood. He walked Lita to her door with his arm around her
shoulder, stroking at the skin to warni the chill away,
“Cold?” he asked, pulling her closer to his warmth. She merely smiled and rested her head on his shoulder. It was
almost over. She'd successfully gone the whole date without pissing him off too much. But it took too much
energy to be so perfect all the tand she was exhausted,
When was the last tthey went a whole night without a fight? She couldn't even remember, and that fact had
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtnothing to do with their relationship break. Before James died, Brian had gone through a long phase of hating
every single thing about her. She couldn't do anything right, even if she did them perfectly, exactly as he
requested. His temper hadn't just been short, it had been nonexistent. Snights he'd talk about the stress of
being the sole heir to his father’s line and the stress that cwith. About how much he hated his natural
stincts. He'd claimed she would understand what he meant one day, but he hadn't explained it
Even if she wanted to forget everything he'd done and pretend that he had really changed over the last few
months, her mental scars wouldn't let her. She straightened as they reached her apartment door, fully prepared
to end the night as pleasantly as she could. But he didn’t wait for her to pull out her key, opening the door
himself and standing back for her to step inside. Lita started getting anxious the second he stepped into the
apartment behind her and closed the door. It was midnight, and the night was over, Whatever else he wanted
from her, it wasn’t good. She went straight to the other side of the kitchen island, trying to put something
between them.
Chere, he rasped, exploring her body with his eyes, “Why
are you all the way o
over there?
“hri.. It’s late... and I'm exhausted,” she tried to look anywhere but at him, trying to overcthe sinking feeling
in the pit of her stomach.
“It’s been months, Lita,” he growled lightly, his eyes turning down, but he quickly recovered, “Baby, don’t push
Don’t you want to get back to your life? It’s almost been a year, babe; people get over worse than this in less
time. We could be married and moving on from all this sad shit in the blink of an eye. Wouldn't you like that? To
make your parents proud of you force once?”
Lita’s spine went rigid, her stomach dropping as acid burned up her throat. How dare he? She wanted to scream,
shoving her fingers into the whites of his eyes. She hated him for saying that. For dismissing James and
criticizing her pain. For reminding her how little she mattered to the people who raised her
It was that fire that drove her to say no.
“L.. really don’t feel well...” Lita could feel the tears welling behind her eyes. There was no way this night was
going to end well. No matter what happened, it would be bad. She sniffled, “I just still don’t feel ready.”
Brian's eyes turned hard as he hurried across the room to grab her arm, “You someone else?” His voice made
her skin freeze, a shiver traveling down her spine. “Because you aren't ready to be close to me, but yet | smell
other wolves on you.”
“What? No! No one... Lita pleaded
with him to understand her. She
couldn't even make sense of him
saying wolves or why he said he
could smell them, but before she
could try to get through to him, Brian
hit her hard across the Bpmiple) The
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faroe ob Wifting {fie floor knocked the
wind out of her as she thed to crawl
away. ‘If you're not getting it from
me, Lita, you're getting it from
somewhere. Where?! Is that gym?
You meet swolf at the gym? He
tells you a bunch of bullshit to get in
your pants like | did?” She felt a hard
kick to the butt as it exploded in pain,
sending her flying headfirst into the
floor once more. Her teeth sang, iron
filling her mouth. She couldn't think
up the words to refute him or ask him
what the hell he meant. Lita just
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“| just don't understand why you
always want to bring the beast out of
me, Lita... kick. Her ribs barked
against his dress show. “He already
doesn't like you. But | ignore it.
Doesn't that mean anything to you? |
just want to love you.” smack. What
must have been his hand slammed
into the back of her head as she
continued to crawl. Her face hit the
floor, making her PRLS And |
want yay to overhe's ¢k. The beast
ist Wants you to show some
hackbone, but | can't say I'm holding
my breath.” Shove. Her teeth might
have been about to fall out around
her rattling gasp. Lita blinked, her
brain shifting like a slow—motion
horror movie. Why would he call
himself a beast? None of it made any
damn sense. “But it seems like no
matter what | do, you only want to
see this side of me. It's like you don't
care what I've given up for you,” Brian
grabbed her by the hair, dragging her
back up to her feet as she gasped for
air. “Why do you wantto hurt
you?” . Everything throbbed, her lips
trembling. “Do you like the pain?” . He
slipped a hand under her dress,
seeming not to feel the hot tears
soaking their faces or the earthquake
working through her limbs. He
twisted her easily, making Lita
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chest. “Because I'll give you whatever
you want. | love you as much as a
rejected mate can. I'd much prefer if
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Lita's head spun. None of this was
making any sense. He'd said none of
this to her before. Mates and wolves
and beasts. She wanted to cry out in
frustration, but his eyes were so
hooded, so terrifying that she almost
peed. All her aggression seemed to
fade into the background of his voice.
It rattled her, sa nl kyintc(Rer Bes
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uptifshBbuld only give in. God, she
couldn't go through another night like
this. Who would be there for her if
this love killed her? It had already
taken so much of her. When his
fingers grazed her bone dry center
and hissed, she cringed and bit down
on his lip. He jumped back and wiped
at the blood gushing from his split
mouth. “You used to get so wet for
me, baby. You trying to tell me
something?” His eyes had gone flat,
flashing red like warning lights. She
tried to run for the door, only to be
jerked back hard, and the sound of
her back hitting the island made her
feel sick. Something crunched. When
she looked up to see his piercing red
eyes, she knew she was in front of
the devil. A monster had caged her, &
. . Like RICH
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